courtney i want to help you, matt. i hate being happy when you're so sad. i can honestly say that you're closer to me than pretty much anyone else, you're more like family than my real family. if it helps at all, and i hope it does, you have so many people who care about you so much, and probably there will be more in the future. maybe you don't have a home now, but you will. i realize i'm rambling and probably not making much sense... bah. i just really want to help you like you always always help me. i hope that this mess helped you at least a little. |